de$peRatE kE sAya?????

"saya suka dia!!

saya nk bgtau kat satu dunia saya suka dia!

saya nk dia kawen dgn saya!!

awak nk kawen dgn saya x??"

okay! that is definitely not my dialogue..

that is based on my experiment and conversation with a friend of mine, 

Miss Mastura Mustafa Kamal..=)

today's entry is all about desperate to be in love..!

*cekgu ada, desperate itu ape??

desperate tu terdesak..

direct translation okay.. hehe..

eh! before kte bincang dgn lebih lanjut lg,

saya nk mintak maaf kepada sesiapa yg terasa dgn post ini ya..

post ini memang mungkin ade kena mengena dgn sesiapa,

tp tidak ditujukan khas untuk sesiapa..

let's start!!

what makes people become desperate??

myb sbb keadaan memaksa..

tapi kalo dalam cinta, ape yg memaksa??

sorry, saya x bole jawab soalan ini..

sbb saya xtau jawapan dia..! -.-'

kurang kasih sayangkah anda??

kurang perhatiankah anda??

fyi peeps, desperate to be in love is a very dangerous situation to be in..

yea! you could do anything..

and even embarrassed yourself..

please people, be normal when it comes to love..

yes! it's easy for me to say..

it ain't happen to me coz i already have someone..

but think as a normal person,

bf/gf doesn't promise you happiness forever..

so why should you do anything just to have someone called BF@GF??

it is never wrong to like someone..

and it will never be until you annoyed people with that..

telling the whole world you like that person..

hey, how many person wants to know who do you like???

think!!

they aren't being jealous..

they're just annoyed..

and you can't blame them..

so stop telling the whole world about something that is not sure yet..

or else you'll regret it later..

p/s: they said, love is just like butterflies..the more you chase, it will fly further..so just stay still, they will fly to you...xoxo!!

i'm dying..

"i don't have the voice heart to tell you..

you are suffering from rhabdomyosarcomas.."

"not to be rude, but wth is that??"

"it's a kind of cancer..

it's a less common cancer 

that usually occur among children and teenagers.."

"doctor, can it be cure??"

"well, we can try to have surgery.. 

it's better trying.."

"i'm sure it will cost a lot..

i don't have the money..

doctor, what if i didn't do anything??"

"hurmm...actually, the chances to survive 

from the surgery is only 10%..

but if you did nothing,

 you'll have less than 3 years month to live.."

"wow! can i go home now??

i think my brain has stopped functioning..

thanks a lot doctor.."

**********************************************************

drama! drama! drama!
adegan di atas telah diadaptasi dari sebuah novel..
dan telah di olah oleh saya! haha..
oke! drama time is over..

alhamdulillah..saya x menderita penyakit "rhabdomyosarcomas"..

penyakit 2 mmg wujud taw!

kalo nk tau lebih lanjut, klik sini..

oke cukup pasal penyakit..!

i am dying..

and i would die if my beloved mother didn't buy this for me..:'(

"mama! please..................

i'm dying to have this..!!!"

hihi.. i've been staying up late for this past few days..

i studied few things on this..

so that i have a little knowledge on something that i'm dying for..

but if mrs.mama refuse to fulfill my wish,

argh! i would surely die..!

err....no! i change my mind..

i'm not gonna die but i will surely lost my appetite to eat..

"mama, have some mercy

to your beloved daughter.."

i've been craving for this thing 

long~ long~ time ago..

but i don't have the guts to ask for it..

well, one thing for sure,

it doesn't cost for only rm2, nor rm20 neither do rm200..

it will cost me my mother 2k!!

well, 2 thousand ringgit can't be found

in front of the house..

unless there are any morons who left their money to me..

*how i wish there are..hihi..

so it's not easy for me to get this thing..

i'm a brat but not the rich one..hehe..

i envy those people who already own what i want..

one of those people is my own boyfriend close friend..!

oh! i love hate you..

only God knows how i feel when you show me that thing!!

but! it's okay..
hehe..i ask for it already..
and alhamdulillah, i got a positive answer..
but mama said,

"if you want something,
you must show me the effort.."


yes of course mother..
i will show you my very best..
hehehe.. and i will be the most obedient girl..
*err..i can't promise you this..
but i will try my best to be one..=)


"this" that i've been blabbering about is

nikon d3100!!!
for more picture and info about my medicine,
click here

omo-omo!!! 
i'm dying to have nikon D3100!!
i have a disease..
and can only be cured if i get one of this..
so can somebody get this medicine for me??
hehe.. thank you!

p/s: no other messages! I WANT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LeLaki iTu...

after wrote a few facts merepek things about girls,
now is the perfect time to drop write about guys!!

i love dis guy!!

okay! lets start..
siapa ckp perempuan je ade sikap yg dibenci menjengkelkan??
siapa yg ckp cmtu, msti male chauvinist! hahahah...
so here are some types of guys i found based on my experiment observation..
oleh sbb x kuar sgt, i couldn't observe much.. hehe..

1. ego
*oh! lelaki mmg semestinya mempunyai sikap ini..
knp?? xtau la..tnye lelaki.. hihi..
tp ego lelaki mmg sangat tinggi...
and usually, much higher than a girl..

ego nye~!

2. cemburu
*saya x suka lelaki yg terlalu cemburu..
org ckp cemburu tu tnda sayang, so kalo sgt cemburu mknenye sgt sayang ke??
oh tidak! pada saya, cemburu mungkin bole terima..
sangat cemburu itu tidak sama sekali!!
sangat cemburu bermaksud sangat mengontrol..
so guys, kalo korunk 2 jenis yg sgt cemburu, stay away from me..

3.panas baran

*ha yg nie saya yakin sgt2 xde girl pown yg ske..
hehe.. ye la..ckt-ckt nk marah.. ape kes..?
rilex sudah.. guys yg jenis ni ske nk membesar-besarkan isu yg kecik..
pastu nk marah-marah.. and ade yg smpai nk naik tangan..
oh lelaki! kamu dicipta untuk melindungi kami,
bukan untuk menjadikan kami punch bag korunk.. oke??

4.sensitif sangat
*hahahah... golongan nie kelakar..!
senang mengalirkan air mata... hihi..
guys = menangis = so uncool!!
tp kalo a guy dat is hardly cry, but he cried for you,
girl! he's really into you!! hehe...

5.flirty
*oh lelaki gatal! hehe..
tp guys ni mmg selalu flirty pown!
well, flirty doesn't mean diorg x setia..
kdg-kdg diorg buat 2 sje-sje je..
so girls, jgn cpt melenting okay??

p/s: dat's all for today.. insyaAllah will be continue about this.. now, i'm running out of ideas..hehe...

alien oh alien!!

guys! nie salah korunk!!

azharul azwan dgn muhammad bin abdullah..

*npe salah diorg??

sbb diorg la yg bwat aku nk post entry kali ni..

conversation d tgh malam bersama azharul azwan membincangkn topik mengenai alien..

*ha??!!wth ckp psal alien??*

ha 2 la psal.. ntah mcm mne bole ckp psal alien..

aku nie bab2 alien nie aku sensitif ckt..

knp?? sbb en.bf panggil aku alien..-.-'

knp dia panggil aku alien, aku pown x pasti..

dulu mse kecik2,

ade mnde alah alien workshop 2..

sbnanyew la aku pown xtau function alien workshop 2..

tp logo dia chanteq!

so aku banyak la kumpul sticker2 alien workshop nie..

lambang dia mcm nie..

sticker2 yg aku kumpul dlu, lbeyh kurg mcm nie la..

da ade bnyk2 aku tampal kt beskal aku..haha..

kt hampir sume brg aku ade sticker nie..

betapa obsesnya aku kt alien suatu ketika dulu..hehe..

oke enough!

bler sebut alien, aku imagine makhluk yg lg kecik dari aku..

pelik ckt muka dia, pastu buat bunyi2 pelik..

aku reti wat bunyi 2, tp nk taip bunyi 2 mcm mne aku xtau..haha..

yg aku tau, alien 2 comel dan mengeluarkan bunyi comel kalo nk ckp..

sbb kalo tgk kt cte2 cartoon pown, alien 2 mmg adorable!!

dgn piring terbang diorg..hahahha..

tgk monsters inc???

tgk jew cte lilo & stitch, isn't dat stitch is cute?! 

well, nie definisi aku tentang alien la..

itupown SEBELUM zarul ckp kt aku,

ble sebut alien jew, dia imagine nie

disgusting!!! i noe.. ugh!!

i don't know..they r simply cool BUT eeuuuwwww!!

sumenye salah zarul.. aku terus TERubah perception aku terhadap alien..

drpd comel dan adorable kepada cool but disgusting...

pg nie pulak en.bf call..

baru pkul 9.27am, dia kelentong aku ckp da pukul 12..

drpd mamai2 aku terus segar..! ugh!! kena tipu..

sungguh kurang asam.. bergurau katanya..-.-'

ckp2..merepek2.. lpas 2 mcm mne ntah bole cte psal alien jgk..

aigoo~

mmg xde topik lain agaknya...

aku pown tnye la en.bf, ble sebut alien jew, ape yg dia bayangkan..?

cute mcm nie

or

erk! mcm yg bawah nie..

tp nmpknya aku salah..

dua2 pown bukan..

bler sebut alien, dia imagine alien 2 mcm nie..-.-'

*ye..saya sedar ini picca saya..-.-'*

arghh!! rasa cm nk menjerit jew pagi2 nie..

muhammad, u r so mean!

tp xpe.. aku akan teruskan research aku tentang alien..

hahaha..alien tetap comel pada aku..

ckp la ape korg nk ckp, aku x pedulik! haha..

oke da.. aku lapar..! nk g makan masak dulu..

en.bf, i nk g blaja masak nie!! hehe..

chow blog..mmuaxh2!!

assalamualaikum~

p/s: agak2 kn kalo la alien 2 btol2 wujud, korunk yg lelaki nie terpikat x kalo rupa diorg mcm nie..hahaha...LOL..

bla....bla...bla.......

bosan! setiap hari on9 FB,

x abes2 baca status org bercinta..

ye la.. tau la awak tu ade bf/gf,

tp x payah la kowt nk bgtau 1 dunia..

kalo tgh bahagia, 

amboi! bkn maen lovey dovey lg status masing2..

tp kalo tgh perang dunia,

x habis maki hamun dan mcm2 carutan kt status tu..

aigoo~ ape la nk jd dgn bebudak zaman skunk nie..

*ceyh! cara ckp mcm aku bebudak zaman dulu2 la plak kn..haha..*

*aku bukan dari zaman flinstone oke? hihi..*

aku menulis nie bukan la nk berlagak perfect..

tp honestly, korunk yg laen2 nie x rasa muak ker tgk??

*fyi, aku tulis ni bkn atas dasar aku jealous korunk ade gf/bf..*

based on my observation, 

*cewah! omputih la plak..! hee~..*

majoriti yg status leleh2, lovey dovey bukan maen nie bebudak skola..

or better terms, underage..

*aku x anti-budak skola oke..*

bkn ar nk ckp ape..

aku pown pnah jd bdk skola gak satu ketika dulu..

*nie bukti aku penah ke sekolah! hahaha..*

zaman 2 pown da ade gak myspace, ade da friendster..

tp xde la pulak aku tgk status2 yg mcm kt fb nie..-.-'

msti ade org akn ckp mcm nie,

"kalo meluat, sape suh kau baca status diorg??"

btol x?? bkn sje2 ske aku nk bce..

aku pown curious la kjup2 kau update status..

kalo skali skala no harm la kowt..

tp kalo da stiap status nk update pasal psgn masing2,

x payah la kwn dgn org laen..

sbb aku sure org xnk tau sgt pown hal percintaan korunk 2..

da la update stiap 5 minit...

"ugh! oiy..! semak la kt news feed aku..!"

smpai akhirnya aku terpaksa membuat keputusan utk hide jew kau!

mwuahahahaha!!! aman ckt..=)

"kenapa x remove dr friendlist jew.. kn senang..!"

oh! ini adalah kerana aku mmg TAK SUKA n TAK RETI nk remove2 org nie..

apatah lg nk block2 org..

agk2 aku x ske, aku hide jew la.. 

bkn ssh pown.. so ibaratnya ko 2 x wujud pown kt fb aku..

hehe.. oke! nie da melalut sgt nie...

sbnanyew entry nie nk tulis mnde laen..

tp sbb terlalu emo dgn pasangan bercinta kt fb,

terus da melalut ke mnde laen..-.-'

next entry jew la baru aku cter ape yg aku nk cter..

p/s: seperti biasa, merepek, merepek dan teruskan merepek..! bla.....bla...bla........

hAppY biRthdAy!

eh!! blog saya da berusia sebulan!!

*da sebulan 1 hari sbnanyew.. lpe plak smlm sbb sebok nk marah..haha..sorry sayang!!*

hahahahha... saya happyyyyyyyy!

happy monthlysary dear você me faz sorrir!!

"apesal aku happy sgt nie??"

ntah la.. haha...aku pown xtau..

tp aku rse ske la..

walaupown blog yg nie x rmai follower messier,

aku x kesah pown..hihi..

aku tetap sayang blog nie!!

"ape da jadi dgn blog lama??"

well, no more freako!

aku da delete blog lama sbb blog 2 terlalu extreme..!!

haha.. blog nie aku create sempena azam baru aku utk menjadi org yg baru..

so x bole la nk gne blog yg lme..

anyway, congrats diucapkan kepada muhamad haziq,

kerana telah berjaya menyiapkan BLOG beliau..

hahaha..! niat utama dye nk dpt side income!

so marila kte sme2 tolong dye..

haziq! semoga dapat la awk miliki swift idaman awak!!

ini kawan saya..

name dye muhamad haziq..=)

ini pulak kereta idaman dia..

*haziq, note dat dis is my dream car jgk! =(*

oke! sekian jew entry ari nie..

sekali lg, selamat ari jadi yg ke sebulan en.blog! 

voce me faz sorrir!!

selamat pagi..assalamualaikum wbt..=)

p/s: haziq! i'll make sure 1 day, kt umah i pown ade kete nie sebijik!! hahahaha...

hEy, eXcu$e mE..

oke! entry ini easy dan simple!!

I HATE YOU!!!

I HATE YOU!!!

I HATE YOU!!!

I HATE YOU!!!

I HATE YOU!!!

p/s: i love you but i hate you more..=)

$upErB! cOoL! aNnoYinG!

kalo korunk nk tau, tyme aku start taip entry nie,

aku baru sahaja smpai umah dari berpoya-poya jalan2 dgn mmbe aku..

*x senonoh btol ank dara nie.. da kul 3.24 baru nk balik umah..-.-'

mne la ko pegi kn pagi2 buta nie..haisyh~*

aku pegi tgk wayang td...superb!!!

dgn keadaan melaka yg x berenti ujan dr 2 ari lpas, 

aku bole plak pegi tgk wayang memlm buta kn..

tebal la pulak lapisan lemak kulit aku nie..haha...

SHAOLIN MEMANG SUPERB!!

siyes x tpu!! mmg best!

tp aku rse kalo wat 3D cnfirm la lg best!!!!!

*haha..demand la pulak aku nie kn?!*

tp mmg berbaloi la aku mmbe aku kuarkn dwet td..

haha... 

last few days aku kuar dgn en.bf pown tgk wayang gak..

tgk cte green hornet..tp aku xnk puji cte nie..

cte nie 3D tp kalo x tgk gne spec 3D 2 pown xpe...

honestly, x berbaloi la pay 4 da 3D..

x mcm 3D pown.. 

*en.bf, saya nk kete mcm nie 1 yer kt umah nnt..hahahaha...*

TAPI......

kt cte nie aku nk puji JAY CHOU!!

hensem tahap maksimum la dye!! hahaha..

cool habes.. smpai en.bf pown tidak diabaikan dpedulikan..

hahahahahha..*gelak jahat*

*aigooooo...im droooooooling~*

btw, td kuar dgn mmbe aku 2 pnye mmbe skali..

hampeh! sorg pown aku x knal..

sudahnyew aku dok diam jew la...

dan oleh kerana itu, aku dpt dialog nie..

"AMIR, GLER SOMBONG AWEK KO!"

ade 2 bnde jew aku nk tegaskn kt ayat ats nie..

no 1. saya BUKAN awek dye

dan

no.2 kalo saya sombong, awak sakit perot ker???

bkn la nk ckp ape...

agk2 ar..first tyme jmpe..

ko expect ape..?? aku borak sakan dgn ko??

padahal knal pown x...aigoo... tp yg gurl sorg nie chanteq!

mke tip top! comel jew..tp apesal awak pkai skirt tgh2 mlm buta nie,

pegi tgk wayang, dgn hujan yg da 2 ari x berenti...

pas2 ngadu sejuk..-.-'

sape yg nk dpersalahkn?? haha...

oke cukup!! xnk komen lbey2 psal outfit dye..

walau mcm mne pown, cik akak, awak comel!

*lesbian nyew ayat aku nie*

p/s: kawan2, saya bukan lesbian oke?? haha.. 

$ayA x $ukE LaH.....

hey ya peeps!!

*aigoo... ada! bg salam la weyh..-.-'*

assalamualaikum wbt.....=)

hehe.. aku nk bg jawapan ckt kt org yg tnye2 nie..

soalan: 

1. "you! npe private2 blog bagai..? ssh la i nk view..=("

2. "ada, apesal nk private2 blog nie??"

3. "shud,x payah la private..bg aku 3 sbb kukuh apesal private?"

4. "adek, npe wat blog kalo nk private2 kn..?"

5. "hun, mne blog yg lme??"

6. "blog baru can't challenge d old one.. wat happen babe??"

-.-'

kawan2, saya bkn sengaja nk private kn..

there are some reason why oke..?

im not saying dat im famous or anything...

but note dis,

aku x ske org stalk aku!!

even content blog aku nie xde pape yg personal pown, 

tp ble d bce oleh org2 yg x bertanggungjawab,

sume mnde dye nk kecohkn! 

"perlu ker nk wat mcm 2??"

kalo ye pown nk jatuhkn aku x bole nk tgk aku senang,

tp tlg la jgn gne cre murah.. 

bnyk lg cre nk bersaing la..grow up people!

n 2 my babes,

it's all new now.. xde da blog lme 2..

x kesah la blog i now nie x happening pown..

i dun mind.. you guys r welcome 2 read it if you want,

but please, do not mention bout d old blog..

let bygone b bygone~

*cewahh..hehe..*

p/s: people please... no more question..=)

-.-'

"..sometimes we picture ourselves as a tiny insignificant star, try to chase a beautiful moon without knowing that we are being followed and loved by a patient cloud.."

p/s: i love you..*xde kne mengena dgn quote..-.-'..*

"..calling me stupid doesn't make you any smarter.. 

calling me ugly doesn't make you any cuter or prettier.. 

calling me fat doesn't make you any skinnier.. 

and calling me bitch doesn't make you pure.. 

I don't care.. 

call me with any bad words cause everybody already know that you are just a hater.."

mOthEr dAugHteR dAy!

assalamualaikum wbt...=)

semenjak masuk unihell unisel smpai la da abes foundation aku,

xde 1 sport pown yg aku wat kt sne...

da lembik da badan aku yg obviously lembik fit nie...

hahaha.. now ble da balik, aku dok pk lg, ape yg aku nk wat cuti lme2 nie..

xkn la nk dok umah membesarkn badan...??

mmg x ar.. aku kne wat sumthing utk kurus ckt..

x! x! bkn kurus..! utk fit balik..!

hehe..*en. bf x bg kurus la*

jd ari nie aku ajak la mama g jog..

eh x! mama yg ajak aku.. hehe...

*kalo mama x ajak, jgn harap la aku nk kuar rumah*

kitowg pown berjogging la kt taman nie..

smpai kt 1 bukit tinggi kt blakang skola rendah aku,

*dlu, aku dgn kwn2 aku ckp, kt atas bukit 2 ade hantu putih..haha*

aku da penat da..hehe.. sje nk mngada dgn mama..

aku ckp la dgn mama mcm nie:-

aku: "mama, atas bukit nie ade hantu la..hantu putih"

mama: "isyh! merepek ape nie adik..pnah tgk ker??"

aku: "penah! mase kecik2..kn kelas adk kt cni..*sambil menuding jari ke arah bangunan skola*"

mama: "no such thing! mana ade hantu la adik..lgpown now siang oke??"

aku pown terpkse la berlari kejar mama daki bukit tersebut smbil bermonolog:

"adoiy! plan x jd!! haha.. kne gak daki bukit nie.. tp mse kecik2 dlu mmg aku ade nmpk mnde putih kt ats bukit nie.. tp mne la ade org nk cye mnde karut yg aku nmpk 10 taun lpas.. mse 2 sume mnde aku ckp antu.. hehe.."

tp serious aku ckp, tggi gler la bukit 2..!! 

cm nk patah kaki aku..

tp aku dengan bangganyew berjaya daki smpai ke puncak!!

tp mama x.. hahahaa...

oleh kerana mama x puas aty, dye ajak aku battle lg esk..

adeyh~ cnfirm aku bwat2 demam.. hehe..

oke la.. kte tggu dan lihat jew aku pegi ke x dgn mama esk..

hehehe... 

p/s : there's no other joy than hanging out wit ur own family...

hey love! =)

musik dari jiwa..

lagu dari hati..

cerita sepurnama..

canda dan menangis..

belum ku selami..

caturan terjadi..

lelah dipukul badai..

apa mungkin terlerai..

soalan tersendu..

balas hampa bisu..

tuhan tunjuk sesuatu..

apa dia yang satu itu..

tunjukkan aku..

tunjukkan aku..

apa bisa ku cinta..

kamu seperti mana..

aku dicinta kamu..

aku dijaga kamu..

atau kamu terlalu..

indah buat diriku..

beda dari diriku..

aku pun tak menahu..

tuhan tunjukkan aku.....

p/s: saya memang x sempurna.. so mungkin kamu memang terlalu indah untuk saya..=)

thanks 4 everything since 27th January 2010...